Well, this is my first entry on this blog. Actually, it's my first entry on any blog in months. I used to blog all the time, sharing my thoughts and beliefs. It was like journaling, in a way. I've missed it a lot over the months.
Whether or not anyone reads this, I feel the need to explain my background.
I'm 18 years old, married, and have a 3 week old beautiful baby girl. I've gone through more difficulty in the last 3 years than I have in the rest of my life. Very few people, if any completely, know the extent of my difficulties. But I didn't create this blog to relive the past. What happened then shall stay there.
I used to be extremely religious. I actively contributed my thoughts and opinions to anyone who would listen. After a while, though, I began to draw back. Not that I had lost any personal zeal - social situations simply no longer catered to my openness. Retrospectively, such an excuse should have never held any weight to someone who sought truth with all their heart. I fancied myself as such, and then one day I woke to find that it had been many weeks since I had done any truth seeking. Since then, I have tried countless times, and a few of them half heartedly, to reconnect spiritually.
On that note, I hope to sort my thoughts and find answers by rambling on this blog. It always helped before. Why not now?
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